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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

.: volunteer :.

Semaken ari semaken pasti akan minat sendirik..
Motor.. kasot.. buku.. komik.. jaket.. aper lagik ek?/
Hobi: Memancing? Bace buku?/ atau berkhemah?/
Ulpss.. bukan tuh yg Sabar maksodkan.. kalo yg tuh, Sabar da tau lamer da..


Tp yg Sabar maksodkan adlh aper yg Sabar sker buat dlm kehidupan pas da grad .. erm, first time Sabar raser nk berkongsi dgn org aper yg Sabar sker buat.. Sabar nk jd sukarelawan!! Hoho.. bukan sukarelawan yg biaser tp SUKARELAWAN yg TABAH! Hehehe… Aktiviti camneh selaloonyer akn manjadikan kiter lebih bersyukur akn diri kiter~! Juga mengajar kiter utk lebey berkongsi perasaan dgn masyarakat..


Keinginan tuh da lamer da dlm ati Sabar, juz Sabar xtau nk mulakan camner.. sblm neh Sabar juz biaserkan dirik dgn byk membantu org, join program2 n amek berat akn org sekeliling.. tp skrg, Sabar da try satu lagik step baru.. Register as the Volunteer.. byk rupenyer society neh kat luar juz Sabar x baper percayer utk join..


Neh merupakan aper yg Sabar nk wut pas da grad, tp xtau naper.. semaken lame Sabar raser cam x sabar2x n amek keputusan utk start mulai arie neh.. n pas da exam neh destinasi pertama Sabar adlh HKL.. seterosnyer, Raudhatul Sakinah..


Tp semaken Sabar mendekati minat Sabar, Sabar semaken konfius.. betol ke Sabar berbakat jd volunteer.. ader 2 peristiwa yg menyebabkn Sabar terpk akan bender neh..


First, tym Sabar kat masjid sementara tunggu azan Isya’. Dok d level 2 biasernyer kiter akn dihidangkan dgn aksi lasak budak2x.. memandangkan Sabar sedang study, Sabar amek keputusan dok kat luar ruang solat (still dlm masjid lagik). Ader seorg kanak2 namer Ameenah. Umor around 3 taon [anak foreigner] yg sker ke luar n dok d tepi Sabar.. Sabar layankan ajer.. last2 dier wut aksi nk terjon dr tingkat 2 menyebabkn Sabar cuak yg amat.. Sabar teros tarik dier supaya dok jer tepi Sabar.. tp mak dier dtg n marah dier smpai Sabar hanya mampu terkedu jer.. kali kedua pon camtuh juga.. kali ketiga dier wut aksi berani mati camtuh, mak dier teros datang n heret dier ke dlm.. sambil tarik tuh, mak dier pukol kuat2 n tolak2 badan dier ke lantai..


aksi Sabar?/ mengaler aer mata! Hanya nanges jerr?/ Sabar marah kat dirik sendirik sebab x leh tolong dier.. Nada, kawan Sabar seorg international student beranikan diri utk g tegur mak Ameenah.. Sabar terdiam.. camner Nada leh berani camtuh?/ camner Nada leh ader keyakinan utk g tegur org yg badannyer 2x lebey besar malah garang camtuh?/


Tym Nada dok tepi Sabar, dier nk tergelak tengok keadaan Sabar..


“It’s just their culture.. Somewhere, this action is just normal to them..”
“Wut?/ normal?/ helooooo.. Ameenah just a small kids.. She’s love moving around…”
“U look very angry but in a very soft way.. See, ur tears! Haha”
“hehe.. She’s just kid Nada..”
“She’s hoping Ameenah will scared to that again.. It’s just like a punishment..”
Punishment?/ yeah.. punishment.. utk elakkan budak2 buat lagik..
“Is it worth?”
“Ask urselves..”
“Oh, yea..” sambil ingatan kembali ke zaman kanak2x.. tp seteruk tuh ker?/ x laaa….. jd org jer aku.. tp tader la aku sebot camtuh depan Nada kan.. hahaha


“Nada, u are very superb.. Too brave to see her mother..”
“I don’t like the way she treat Ameenah.. Even in Islam, it was prohibited..”
“I hate that too, but I’m not strong enough.. I just see n cry like a loser baby..”
“Hey.. There are no loser baby, k?/ baby is to be protected.. not to be a loser!”
“I mean, how can u have a very strong confidence?/ not scared to slow talk with her?”
“U love to help people right?/ then, u will have the confidence.. U will not sitting and doing nothing when someone need help..”
“does it mean, I have no talent to be a volunteer, Nada?/” mengaler lagik aer mata aku..
“Sabar.. It’s not like that.. Remember how we met? That’s how the volunteer will do.. Not looking at someone culture, face.. No judgement in ur eyes at that time.. That’s it! ” tym kiter jumper ?/owh..
“Is it really important to not judge the situation when we help people?”
“Judge the situation, not people! Hey,you better get ur real attitude back! I think u judged Ameenah’s mother, dats y u’r not helping Ameenah..”
“hoho.. her size is bigger than me.. Double u know!!”
“See.. That’s y..” that’s y?/ owh.. betol jugak.. sebab aku judge mak Ameenah sbg seorg yg besar, garang.. sebab tuh aku x g tolong..


Pas da 5 minet.. tetibe..


“yeahh.. It’s fun!!” suare Ameenah disusuli dgn aksi berani mati buat kali ke-4.. adoiiii!


Kes kedua:

On the way balek pas solat zohor, aku nmpak accident kat tepi coliseum engine.. area jln besar n kereta tuh terjunam ke longkang.. adoii.. guess wut? Aku x berenti dowh.. sebab?

Aku tgk sumer lelaki kat situh..

kedua?/ aku da janji dgn budak2 neh nk makan kat café..

Smpai kat café, aku terase menyesal giler x berenti.. camneh nk jd volunteer? Lupekan jer la.. setakat nk volunteer utk program2, baek xyah! Tiada zon selesa utk seorg volunteer! Tugas volunteer di mana2.. biler2 masa… aku?/ jaooo sgt~!